PUCK!!! [[a midsummer night's dream]]

LAUGH MY FUCKING ASS OFF!! lol I got the ENTIREEEE day off of school, and went to...i think madison? wisconsin to see the shakespeare play A midsummernight's dream! HOLY...COW! lol puck was...."big" lmao if u girls know what im talking about haha everyone was onlyy talking about him! lol the play was soo amazing, and bees like stalked my friend miranda! lol and she's like allergic so that was just hillarious!!! i have to do a lot of homework and catch up with some pplz =]
write more later lol
xox

WRONG.

everything went wronggg. how could this have happened!? someone PLEASE turn back time. my freind is notttt supposed to be going out with that....thing. yea im being mean idc. they are SOOOOO not supposed to be together and thats just that. now they're gonna sit by me at lunch, and EWWWWW. help!!! im gonna like literally cry right now WHYY DID SHE DO THAT!??? ugh i am soo mad at her. he's just..EWWWWW. i seriously wish i could show you what he looks like cause i mean..ughh he used to be okay. then he got a crush on me. and just..ICKKKK. looks like ill have to play another game of avoiding this year...although idk how ill do it at lunch...ughhh.
i have to think about this one.
and i need to talk to my best friend. WHO needs to get her mom to get internet cause my phone aint wrokin right now!! grr lol
anyway...ugh im nottt gonna survive tomorrow..OH FUCK NOO homecoming! i DONT wanna go to homecoming with "it" eww!! omg i need BRAND new plans like NOW. which means coming up with a SERIOUS plan. ok. ill say...im sry guys i cant go to dinner cause my...cousins from new york are coming here and...my parents are barely letting me go to homecoming, so we had to make a deal that i have to stay home and just go straight to homecoming and straight back! yea great! and ill say i tried to figure something else out but nothin worked, i almsot got grounded and couldnt go at all so yea....omg thank god i came up with something!
anyway, new episode of ysf tonight =]
dont miss it xD
lyl xox

Sucky Day.

just what the title says. school...just sucked...kinda the first half of the day did, then the second half was...ok i guess. then i got home. and i realized "you're not moving today." UGHH. gay old owner. He was married, then he got divorced, and has to pay child support. well they couldnt find those stupid papers that prove he is paying it. and now when the realtor lady came, she's like...it could last a few days, or a few weeks, or a few months...or...it might not happen. so idk what's gonna happen now, am i gonna get to find out what its liek to be homeless!? ugh crap. and then grant...well...grant and his friends are...soooo confusing. and idk. he just...the way he looks at me makes me KNOW for definatly sure he likes me...but then...idk nixed emotions? mixed signals? something like that?! idkkk!!!!! ugh well yea. homecoming is coming up VERRYYYY soon! and i cant wait for that...i just want someone to ask me. someone in particular, but as far as i see it, he isnt going to the dance. cause he doesnt liek dances. BUT he went in middle school! not that big of a difference! except now u take pictures, and u have to dress up a little bit more, big whoop. oh today in history we had these guest speakers, soldiers from iraq. omg they showed some of these videos and they were soo sad but..liek idk i dont even know what im saying or...typing right now im so out of it. i have a lot of homework to do and stuff, so i guess i'll just get started on that huh?!
lyl
xoxVanesa

Time To Move On...[[Leave It On The LIne...]]

I love that song =] Its amazing! I love it, and it kinda go's with my situation right now =p
but anyway, just what the title says, time to move on...from...certain people...and...yea it'll be hard, but...there's this quote, "If you love someone, set them free, If they come back, they're yours. and if they don't they never were.." so...i'll set him free...and hope he'll come back. but if he doesn't than that just means theres someone better out there for me...right? pleaseee say im right i need all the help i can get right now cause he's my bestestestesttt friend...and i dont wanna let him go. but...it's time cause, we can always be friends no matter what but...yea anyway i cant write a lot now, atleast not until life gets a little less uncomplicated...so yea ill be on youtube with the comments box up HOPEFULLY this weekend, cause we're moving friday and saturday and sunday and maybe even monday, so yea idk when ill have internet and stuff, but if i dont, ill just go to my aunts house and get all that =]] okai oh...yea..nvm haha and EVERYONE BETTER GET DEMI LOVATO'S DON'T FORGET CD!!!! it's sooo amazing! you have noo idea!!!! xD
xoxVanesaxox

5 more days =[ =]

5 more days until we moveeee!!!! and....500 more things to do =//
my you said forever series is going down lol im not so into making them anymore, but i have this amazing idea for the third season, which i want to be the final season if at all possible, so i dont even know anymore, im just so tired and busy and just ugh. idk i just wanted to tell anyone who feels like reading this that, the next episode of YSF is gonna be up hopefully tomorrow!!!! and i made sooo many new bg's i loveee them! and i'm starting to make some icons so if anyone wants any, they're in my photobucket!!xD ok well, im not in the blogging mood these days lol so yea just wanted tahh keep u updated!!
xox

BOMB!!!

haha theres a bomb threat in my school =p lol nothings gonna happen, people are getting so freaked out for absolutly no reason. someone just wants a long weekend or something. my friend kayla is getting so annoying with that, im getting annoyed by so many people right now. everyones changing and just...ugh i dont even know anymore. im not gonna delete my accounts, they get a litle annoying sometimes but, ill handle it lol. okay well idk what to write anymore so tomorrows fridayyy!!!!! than itll be 7 days until i movee!!! cant wait xD allright so bye now =//

websites

so...im actually thinking about deleting all of my websites...like i already deleted my piczo one...and im thinking of deleting my youtube accounts too...or maybe just...giving them to someone? idk im still not sure yet...but i barely ever go on anymore and it is getting a little annoying to me...i know everyones gonna say "dont go, u wanna leave all ur friends who care about you" blah blah blah. same routine everyone says to anyone whos leaving. i mean, im a sophomore in highschool...and i still have like disney channel posters and stuff in my room. theres nothing wrong with that, its just that now i should be focusing on my future and stuff...and not be worried about if anyone made a new video on youtube or if...theres a new episode of wizards of waverly place on or something...like i said, im still not sure if i will do anything at all to it, but we'll see what happens and how i feel later on. like i said were moving to a new house verry soon, and i just want things to be different there and stuff...so yea...dont get mad at me or anything, all of you are gonna be thinking like this sooner or later...so yea...i guess that'll be it for now, i've decided to make the next episodes of you said forever and try to finish the second season before i move...well see how that go's so yea...i dont have a lot of time for anything now, so i'll see how i feel about everything soon kk =]]

xox